Can I Please...

...just be honest? I'm growing tired of having to live within a secret. This is a time when I should be celebrating and dancing with excitement. Instead, I am forced to keep quiet and only share my excitement with certain individuals. It is frustrating. It is irritating. And it's all because of something stupid. Something meaningless to everyone that knows and understands. But something huge to those who don't mean anything and whose opinions are non-valid and empty. Yet those non-valid empty individuals hold all the power. Thus......secrecy must be kept close. Truth must be shadowed and phrases like "it's complicated" are thrown around much to often. Please let this time come to a close, so I can just be honest with the world and revel in the praise that should be mine. I can hold out just a bit longer...only a bit though. Then I shall burst.