In true childlike fashion I find myself repeatedly asking, "Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" Is it December? Am I finally done with this idiot event called 'school'? Can I move on to something more exciting now? Please? Pretty please with sugar on top?
Don't get me wrong: I love education and learning new things and am not really in any hurry to get older. However, I am so beyond over on this whole online school nonsense. College is supposed to be the experience of a lifetime. What am I experiencing? Boredom? Check!
I am so looking forward to summer school in June. I know, I know. Who looks forward to summer school? PEOPLE WHO NEVER GET TO SOCIALIZE WITH KIDS THEIR OWN AGE - that's who. I have like 2 friends my age and they're all currently busy getting ready to graduate. Wish I was facing those stresses. I'm so ready to be done that I'm taking 6 classes in the fall. Just so I can finish and do something else with my life. I'm thinking about getting my teaching certificate or getting a degree in Interior Architecture. Not sure yet though. I just know that if I NEVER EVER have to take another class online it'll be too soon.
In retrospect, if I had it all to do over again, would I do it differently? You bet your boots I would! I'd do it completely differently! What seemed like a good plan at the time turned quickly into a nightmare that I was stuck in! Hasn't it been worth it though? No way! Not even close! I'd trade the few heartbreaking lessons I've learned for a couple of good friends and a homecoming bonfire anyday. Oh well, no use crying over spilt milk I suppose. Nothing left to do now but mop it up and try to move on with what I've got left.
But have no doubt in your mind....I'M READY FOR SOME CHANGE!
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